I finally did it..

The Website is finished, published, and very real.

For a long time now, this entire idea lived only in my head. Half ideas, half doubts, and a LOT of "I'll do it later." But, now it exists. The best part about it is it feels actually like me. Not a copy of what I thought a website should look like. It's not built to chase trends and it feels like something more natural to me. It is calm, fantasy, inviting, and... me!

One of the most satisfying parts of finishing this site was realizing that everything is finally synced. My social media, my visuals, my color palette, my tone. It is finally more cohesive. It feels grounding. I no long feel split between different versions of myself online.

That wasn't easy to get to.

There is a constant pressure in creative spaces to do what is already working for others. To copy formats, aesthetics, posting styles, and even personalities because they seem "successful." I struggled with that a bit. Trying to stay unique to myself while also learning new skills sometimes felt like swimming upstream. Though, every time I tried to force myself into someone else's mold, it showed, to me. The work didn't feel fun, and it didn't feel like me.

Once I let all that go, things started to click.

Learning how to work with Sims 4 mods, creating cute looks for inZOI, making templates and infographics all became part of the same creative thought, even this website. Instead of separating everything into boxes, I let it overlap. Gaming, design, learning, experimenting... it all fed into each other. That is when the process stopped feeling overwhelming and started to feel really exciting.

Putting everything together was seriously a lot of fun for me. The problem solving, fixing the layouts, learning what was working and what wasn't. Every step of the way I learned something new. Not just about design or mods but about how I learn best. I realized the process itself was the tool. Every mistake taught me more than a tutorial ever could.

And yes, ADHD played a role in all of that.

There were moments of hyperfocus where hours flew by, even moments I had to step away all together. Instead of fighting that, I worked with it. I let myself explore, play with ideas, and come back to it again. This project wasn't about forcing productivity. It was about building something sustainable and enjoyable.

This website isn't perfect, but it's perfect for me and it's done! Every bit was done with intention and it represents a version of me that feels very much like me!

So, here is the start. Let's see where this magical world takes me.